Book 48 of Animorphs. This was a very dark book that jumps around a lot. In the end it is a full introspection for Rachel. Most of the series has grappled with the hidden cost of war. This kept on with that thought process. In the end it does not give us the conclusion of where she really is. We are still 6 books from the end. Would like to be seeing more movement toward the conclusion of the war.